Barnes and Noble:[

so i just got home from school. it was a horrible day, like any other. and i was looking so forward to going to barnes and noble and being a fucking nerd all day just roaming the aisles. but of course my parents dont want to go. fathers sick and godmother is still depressed and wants to spend the rest of her life in the this annoying fucking house:[ ughh! i feel so trapped. all i need is my license and a fucking car and ill be the happiest person alive. im about to just jump on the train and go to my favorite barnes and noble downtown. until then i will be depressed and stuck in this house with the rest of my family! Fuckkkk. 

New To This

this is my first blog ever! just testing it out. i made it because i feel like i need a new place to vent, since my friends and family are no longer good listeners in my eyes. i also saw my brother blogging and kinda wanted to start my own. lets see how long this last. im one of those people that has a million journals {diaries} and only two of the pages are filled out. lol. im kind of a abnormal girl. but i guess by reading, you will figure that out soon enough. well got to check my myspace {im a total myspace addict}, so until next entry:]